Post by EnglishCowgirlE on Feb 23, 2007 18:54:37 GMT -5
Well, I was loking at pictures on my barns site. I went to Sally's page. Kendel and her have a special bond, and Kendel is still leasing her. The thing is, my moms always puts me down whenever I ask if I can lease. I don't have a bond with a certain special horse.... Because of my mom, it feels like I NEVER will... There aren't any other horses at Belmirage I can lease. Coco, Spot E and Blue are beginner horses. Sally, Moo, and Ginger, and some otehrs are intermediate horses, but Sally is leased out and Moo isn't really my type. Ginger... I don't have enough expiriance on her. All the expirianced horses are Kit, Mak, Sola, Nixie, Ginger (a bit of her), and others, are all too young or expirianced for me. So really, at Belmirage, there aren't really many horses or ponies for me, exept Sally whp is leased out. If I started leasing a horse at Lise's, it would probally only be once a week because her farm is Western (which I REALLY want to learn) and most horses are young. I can ride Zero and Cisco, but I have NO clue what my mom would say. If I talked to her again, she would just say: i allready told you! After we do this and that and bla bla bla... I feel torn looking at other people with leased horses because I can't lease or own, but I should feel happy for them. I just don't know... If I lok at you guys with your horses, I feel happy for you. It's just when I look at people at my barn with the horses I ride... I have to say-- I'm jealous... I know that they may have been riding for longer than me but... well, yea...
